SCUM OF THE EARTH

sometimes when i look back.

i feel as though i am the scum of the earth.
i brought it all upon others, upon myself, and sealed it till god knows when.
i am the scum of the earth, period, for all of eternity, full stop, whatever.

oh well. regimental life, here i return. well, just for 3 days.

RENEWAL

did we lose ourselves again?

i shall turn over into a new leaf.
i fucking fucking swear. okay sorry i cursed. but yeah.

and im really terribly sorry. also i didnt mean to say wad i said.
i take it back, i wasnt myself.

im sorry.





aniways, hello baby carl anthony!

LONELY DAY

such a lonely day
and its mine
the most loneliest day of my life

such a lonely day
should be banned
this day that I can't stand

the most loneliest day of my life
the most loneliest day of my life

such a lonely day
shouldn't exist
a day that Ill never miss
such a lonely day
and its mine
the most loneliest day of my life

and if you go, I wanna go with you
and if you die, I wanna die with you

take your hand and walk away

the most loneliest day of my life
the most loneliest day of my life
the most loneliest day of my life

such a lonely day
and its mine

its a day, that i'm glad, i survived

ok its not really the most loneliest day ever, but yeah it feels like it. 17 more days left.
and i have alot of things to write and tell about before i go. oh well. maybe when the time comes.

TODAY

stella and luna have both been seymourdunacan-nised! hooray!
and maybe in the near future i am gonna pursue a diploma in culinary bla bla bla!
and also welcome back nadia! yay! :)

my days are numbered. damn. national service. oh well.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

enjoy yourself nadia! happy holidays! see you when you're back then! *wobblewobble* :)

ALL OF A SUDDEN.

i feel like shit tonight. haiya. oh well, history dont repeat, please.

CONGRATS

to nadia, khairani, sanjid. (did i spell their names correctly?)

all of you did a good job in performing today at the red dot museum.
despite the fact you all had glitches here and there, nonetheless, a good job.

oh and i got to be the soundman!
even though i dont know how to operate most of the mixer. baik ah!

shall see you all perform again, the next time. :)

also, happy 18th birthday adele , and sorry syu for being late.

tomorrow there's video shoot.
tuesday there's cc's jamming.
thursday there's mt's jamming.

hooray!