TWO SIDES

a part of me wants to understand while a part of me feels that its just, ok nvm.
but im choosing to understand, oh well.

SMILE BRAVELY~!!!

ok im too tired, i wanna go to bed now.

goodnight radi. sleep tight radi. sweet dreams radi. tomorrow then radi.

LOVE HURTS

to aventine members who were clouded with dark grey clouds and endless rain.

love hurts, but yeah. you all are lucky pantats. i dont mean that as an insult but yeah.
you should be happy someone's there with you yeah. as in, ok nvm, but you get the picture?
get this straight, push aside whatever shit happened last time, brace it together, live it together.

ok pantats!? hahaha! cheer up! :)

UNEXPECTED

but its ok. you had your reason.
i wasnt mad, just...idk, sad? but for awhile i guess. but yeah its ok.

cause i understand. yes, i do. dont you worry yeah. :)
work's starting. i wanna go into slow motion.

MUSES

a muse must stand untouchable,within finger´s reach.
behind the smoke of impossible longing.
letting me write them beautiful with my sincerest intentions of love.
feeding me exquisite pain, with each gesture of gentle indifference.

a muse gives only their existence, no less, no more.
suffer this knowledge productively.

a muse injects poetry in short spurts, slicing apart stories with razorwire needles.
which only true love can reassemble.

taken from. (link)

you inspire me to write. to live and love.
i was upon the cliff of what remained. of a life underwhelmed of faith.
and overwhelmed of pain. i love how you can enjoy my silent company.
so many expect me to speak. so many expect me to do. but when i am by you.

i can be me.

you inpsire me to dream. of what is and will be. i am upon the precipice of who i am.
an erudite. a romantic classic example of an eccentric. you are my muse.
i paint the pages of the books of thought, with images of your smiles and laughs.
the sound of your inquiry. inquiry into the depth of complexity. care for the established order.
i show you what i know. because it is all I have. you are my muse. you inspire me to be.

exactly who I am.

taken from. (link)

AND LASTLY!

MUSE which includes...
- Matt Bell (name your cat that!)
- Chris Wols (name your sheep that?)
- Dom How (name your dog that, prolly a german shepherd?)
- Morgan Nic (name your bear that! i think?)

and the rest of their crew rocks!
dont get me wrong. no im not criticising my favourite band. i love them as much as you do.

im just bored. and my name is radi. you should name your cat that too! :)

GLITCH

whats wrong with me today?
no, its not you, its me i know. dont say that.

tonight, im sad not because of you or what. dont get me wrong.
in fact, honestly, when im with you, you make me happy.

im just sad tonight. oh well. ive got a hole in my boat, i need to stay afloat. :(

CHERRY TULIPS

i want the sea
i want the whole sea
for you and me
for you and me

ok, this songs quite catchy, right?

BORING

there's many ways you can type in boring.

1. boring. (normal)
2. b o r i n g. (space em)
3. bOrInG. (irritating i know)
4. b0r1n9. (using numbers)

and many more ways, i think. ok im bored as you can see. haha.
im in the middle of nowhere.

SPACE ODDITY

though i'm past one hundred thousand miles
i'm feeling very still
and I think my spaceship knows which way to go
tell my wife I love her very much, she knows
ground control to major Tom, your circuit's dead
there's something wrong, can you hear me major Tom?

oh man, i think i miss her. ok its not i think, i miss her. oh well its ok.

STAGE PRESENCE

so this is how muse is like without all that madness. now i know. still they rock.
ok i shall have to work on it too. :)

BEST DRESSED

at first you thought you looked disgusting, but i said no, you're not, not in anyway whatsoever.
look at you now. you're best dressed. see, i told you. :)

cause you're beautiful yea.

DEAR YOU, CONGRATULATIONS~!!!

UNTITLED

tomorrow...
the day after...
the day after...
the day after...
the day after...
always. till my last. i promise.

CONSTANT

the only thing thats constant in this world is "change".
and even if you have changed, it makes no difference.

you may give me attitude more than ever.
you may be grumpier than before.
you may start to maybe even curse?

hmm, idk. do what change will, but still, i'd be the same.
things will be fine. dont you worry. :)

i want a P90 neck pickup~!!!! nadia~!!! buy for me~!!!

BORN LIKE STARS

baby squids are like tiny stars.

i absolutely dig this kinda things.
as in animal documentaries so called earthvision, planet earth, animal planet, etc.

idk why, but yeah, they make me happy. :)

THE SEARCH

searched for it from lucky plaza, to far east plaza, to bugis village.
hmmm. still i cant find it for you. sorry nadia. but dont worry, im still searching for it.

sometimes instrumental songs helps alot when you're out walking alone.

hopefully all these talks about migration dont come true. cause i dont want to leave this place.
i would rather stay. i dont care if singapore's getting expensive.

WHY YOU?

can you sleep as the sound hits your ears, one at a time.
an unspoken balance here, unabridged for so many years.
that i should stare at receivers to receive her, its unfair.
dont worry i'll catch you, dont worry i'll catch you.
dont ever worry.

your arms in mine, anytime.
wouldnt trade anything. you're still my everything.
to my suprise, before my eyes, you arrive.
dont worry i'll catch you, dont worry i'll catch you.
dont ever worry.

still breaking old habits.
you pulled the wool over me.
i can see everything, everything.
remembering, "jinx removing".
dont worry i'll catch you, dont worry i'll catch you.
dont ever worry.

no need for reminding.
you're still all that matters to me.

but yea.

oh no, there's nothing to worry. everything's fine.