DYING AWAY

created this upon myself.
it seems, everythings being sucked into a blackhole.
dragging everything in without mercy. planets, stars, galaxies.

still id redeem myself if given the chance.
id sell my soul to the one who'd state my price.
id do anything. for ive never wanted this much before.

yes, mistakes were made.
and i dont deserve redemption, but still i want this.
so are we now to bare witness of what we've become?

in this never ending war, slowly, maybe, we're dying away.

- Dying Away by Bipolar

LONELY DAY

such a lonely day, and its mine.

aniway, watch out for BIPOLAR. my newest formed band.
electro acoustic! wohoo!

talentime's drawing near, and wow, im enrolling all 3 bands in?! maybe? :)

STILL

so yes, that night i was 'hindu dancing' too.



my smile cannot maintain.



still cannot maintain.



well yeah, everyone was tired.

and i still am sleepy. my coughs getting worst and so are my numb fingers. damn. haha.

RADI DANCED!

believe it or not.

who'd have known id be dancing, jumping and headbanging.
to the songs of muse, killers, radiohead, ladytron, etc.

wow, especially when they played creep by radiohead and d.e.y.t by ladytron.
i was like jumping, especially the song creep!

i was singing at the top of my voice and jumping!
i always wanted to do that for that song!
i started jumping high! and everyone followed too!

waaaaaaaaaaaaah! best giler! ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun~!!! :D

well, to start of, i was just seating at first, until they all pulled me in by force.
also, nah i didnt drink or anything. dont worry. it was all clean.

around 4.
we had breakfast at boat quay's mcd & now we've been at tiet since 5 in the morning.
elizabeth's sleeping in room C, along with inong. i cant fall asleep.
so yup im up, blogging, youtubing.

to radiohead's creep! wahooo! reliving the shouting moment! hahahaha!

its been a great experience. the people i met, lis, wan, and inong.
well, they were great. another time, maybe? :)

to the museum, well nxt sunday then!

oh yah! we stole the mats' cabride! hahahahahaha! die mats die!

I GOT READ

from this man who claims to be an astrologist from kashmir.
he entered tiet, explained himself and showed his identity, and said to me...

"allah has given me a happy face, but inside im not happy.
also, everynight when i try to sleep but i always take a long time.
because i think too much, he also said during my 2006 and until now
i tried and i tried but i failed, which points out my studies.
then he say in october, 3 gd things shall come into my life."

like err. okay

well in the beginning all was fun at the moment, until he went into details.

he said...

"you like this girl for quite a long time.
once there was another girl you could be with, but still you stick the the same one.
and the one you've liked for so long will be one of the 3 good things to come"

and i was like, okay, bullseye. congrats on going into details.
but err, okay, is this false hopes into my face, or is this gonna be for real?

i wish it was for real, but yeah. dont think it will come true.
haiya, idk but aniways...

thanks ah mr astrologist.

GHINZU

weird name for a band though. haha.

ASTRONUTS?

this song's kinda catchy, dont you think so? especially the chorus! :)

aniways...

ok so this friday, im going dancing?
with the one who asked me to go, elizabeth.
and also with 2 of her friends and ubai and ari?

i must be nuts. dance?

hazwan, you'll be missed man! see you on the 28th! :)