ok forgive me for im gonna be writing this.
i'll probably write it all down here, rather than see you cry again or what.
how i wish i was the one. if i wasnt late. if ive said something earlier. if only.
but maybe i didnt stand a chance to begin with.
also, things probably would probably have been different.
i could have make it better. but yeah im nobody to say.
so yes, we try to set this crisis aside. but yeah. we're only isolating it. leaving it all tainted.
making ourselves to believe it will not come back. but eventually, it did. time after time.
and time after time, we tried to face it. maybe you could. but yeah, im struggling to. i still am.
setting aside my ideals, and instilling assurance into yours.
if it'll make you happy then yeah, why not? but even if so, at one time, i can only take so much.
then our same old crisis seems to occur again. then it will all begin again.
i know you wish for things between us to be normal. its possible. but i just dont know how to.
but i assure you i'll be fine, and there is no cause for worry.
im writting not because im sad or what. its just that idk.
this feeling comes to me everytime. and probably i just need to be heard.
i guess. oh well. im ok. dont you worry.
we've been through alot, still we'll be the same, and through thick and thin, as promised.
right now, i cant wait to see everyone in expo when i work starts later. :)
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