LAST TRAIN HOME

so this is it. my final stop. home.
im tired, you're tired. but yup im sure, we will still have our friendship.

i know you dont want this friendship to end. it was since day one, i know.
but all i wanted was things to go the way i wish it turn out to be.

but yeah, this was, well, so utterly foolish of me.
in the process, ive hurt you. and i terribly apologise.
i know you're hurt more than i am. you've sacrificed more than i have.

i understand nadia. i do.

so yeah, these are my final words.

i wish you well in everything.
in finding someone else, in school, in music, everything.

im sure one day. insyallah,

your brother will feel better.
and your mum will have plenty of time with you.
and your dreams of going to california will come true.
and many more of which you've told me.

i'll still remember you in my prayers.

what he told me, i guess its for the best.
nothing shall now stand in our way.

so now...

no more, shooting back with you. no more, sending you home.
no more, asking you out. no more of these futile things.

after 2 years. finally yeah. we can rest in peace.

we need not worry bout how to survive this friendship, every single day.
like you, i do think bout it. but yeah, its just that ive made mistakes.
and yeah, things would go wrong, to top it off, i was still chasing that dream.

so yeah. im terrible sorry again.

lets be happy, like how we were once before.
so yeah, this is my last train home.

nadia, take care. i wish you well, and thank you.
dont worry, i will never forget you, ever.