LAST TRAIN HOME

so this is it. my final stop. home.
im tired, you're tired. but yup im sure, we will still have our friendship.

i know you dont want this friendship to end. it was since day one, i know.
but all i wanted was things to go the way i wish it turn out to be.

but yeah, this was, well, so utterly foolish of me.
in the process, ive hurt you. and i terribly apologise.
i know you're hurt more than i am. you've sacrificed more than i have.

i understand nadia. i do.

so yeah, these are my final words.

i wish you well in everything.
in finding someone else, in school, in music, everything.

im sure one day. insyallah,

your brother will feel better.
and your mum will have plenty of time with you.
and your dreams of going to california will come true.
and many more of which you've told me.

i'll still remember you in my prayers.

what he told me, i guess its for the best.
nothing shall now stand in our way.

so now...

no more, shooting back with you. no more, sending you home.
no more, asking you out. no more of these futile things.

after 2 years. finally yeah. we can rest in peace.

we need not worry bout how to survive this friendship, every single day.
like you, i do think bout it. but yeah, its just that ive made mistakes.
and yeah, things would go wrong, to top it off, i was still chasing that dream.

so yeah. im terrible sorry again.

lets be happy, like how we were once before.
so yeah, this is my last train home.

nadia, take care. i wish you well, and thank you.
dont worry, i will never forget you, ever.

NEED AID

fucked, and id rather die.

grandma help me.
afnan help me.
amira help me.
mum help me.
hazwan help me.
ubai help me.
syu help me.
aliens help me.
mammals help me.
reptiles helo me.
amphibians help me.

most of all, nadia help me. talk to me.

i dont mean to be cold. i just. i dont know. im sorry.
but its just too much for me to hold after for so long.



please.

:'(

UN-SYNCHRONISED

im not in sync, i dont know why.
nevermind, after tonight, i'll prolly feel better.

TODAY IS SATURDAY

and suprisingly you came! hooray! yay! thank you! :)
but you had to go. oh well. see you on friday then.

how i wish singapore was like this...

the land was green and vast, filled with daisies and sunflowers.
the weather was perfect like today, all the time.
and there was this one long road we had to drive down.

start daydreaming!

END OF FULL SHIFT

and so instead of 3 last bands tonight, there were only 2 bands.
the first was a metalcore-ish band. the last was a slow melodious band.

hooray, for they are good souls. :)

ok nxt week, jamming! cant wait! both music tele and cloud constructors!

for music tele, im gonna force our sound to come out.
i know MT has its own sound, and im gonna try and let it out the next time.
from there on, MORE originals shall be made. :)

for cloud constructors, nothing much. we all quite made up our minds on each song.
all we have to do now is perfect our oris. haha. :)

NADIA~! ICE BLENDED TEH PENG~! BLUEK~!

ok now lets go electronic! *wobbles head*

FULL SHIFT

stuck until 11pm. what do i do until then?

nadia oh nadia, text me? ok nope, she's busy with fyp.
been youtube-ing since the start of my shift. im so tired i could close my eyes and sleep.

oh please, i hope the last 3 customers today wont be a drag.

ok stomach's rumbling, need to buy dinner soon.

IT MEANS NOTHING

if i havent got you.